Mein bahat sundar thi,jab bhi log mujhe par karke jate the ek baar palat kar jarur dekhte the.Mein wohi apni jagah par bethi sabko dekh kar muskura rahi thi,kiun ki sabki daman mein daag lag chuke the par mein bedaag apne apme khus thi. Bahat garv tha mere maan mein ke koi mujhe chhun nahi sakta, kiun ki meri maa ne mujhe apni anchal ki chhaon mein chupakar rakhi thi.Sabko dekh kar mujhe bahat dukh hota tha kash wo bhi bach jate,bedaag hokar rehejate meri tarha,lekin sabki kismet kahan meri tarha hoti hai.
Lekin kabhi kabhi bahat irsha hoti thi,kiun ki mujhse jada un daag walon ki chahat thi sabko.Par mein khus thi ke mein bedaag hun,to kya hua mein unke saath nahi hun log mujhe bhi to ek baar palat kar dekhte hai.
Dhire dhire mujhe lagne laga ke mere liye maa ka pyaar kam hone laga tha.Wo abb mujhe uss tarha sambhal kar nahi rakhti thi.Phir ek din wo manhus ghadi agayee jiska mujhe hamesha se darr tha.Mujhe bech diya meri maa ne uss admi ko,mujhe ghrin thi uss admise ,usske haath mein gandagi thi,pure sarir se ek ajib si badbu aa rahi thi.Uss raat meri sari tammana or garv ki kabar khodi gayee.usne mujhe daag dar kar diya tha.Mein gharke ek kone mein bethi roti rahi, lekin kya karti waqt ko louta kar bapas to nahi le ja sakti.
Agle din subah mein apne ghar bapas agayee,per mein abb ow nahi thi mein bhi sabki tarha daag dar hogayee thi.Mujhe bhi unn logon ki tarha ek sundar se ghar ke ek beheterin jagah per betha diya gaya.Mein intejar karti rahi abb kya honi hai meri zindegi mein…………………..
Aj mein bahat khus hun mujhe ek paribar mil gaya hai jo mujhe pujti hai.Aj pata chala ke daag dar hone per log jada kadar kate hai.Mere kok mein bal gopal ko lekar jab mein unke ghar pe ayee to mera bahat zoro soro se swagat kiya gaya.sara mahol khusion ke geet ga raha tha.Mein unke puja ghar ke assan me bethi yaad kar rahi thi wo pal,jab wo admi mujhe daag dar karke ye bal gopal diya tha..
Abb mein jaan chuki hun ye daag nahi hai,ye to ziwan ke rang the jo uss raat uss chitrakar ne mere pure badan per lagake mujh per ye bal gopal banaya tha,bahat sukra gujar hun uska,uske bajah se aj mein kisike ghar me puja pane ke yogya hogee hun.Aj mein ek sundar rango se saji chitrakala hun ,kal tak jo mujhe palat kar khali dekhte the wo aj mujhe apne gharme puja ke liye layehe.
Kabhi kabhi kuch daag hamari zindegi kahan se kahan tak le jate hain .Kahan me uss kamare mein ek khali board bethe bethe sabhi chitrakalon ko dekha karti thi or aj mein kisike puja gharme.
Agar ye daag ase kismaat badal dete hai to ye daag mujhe manjur hai.Mein kush hun ase daag ke sath or mujhe garv hai ke mein daag dar hun………………….
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